Diggin’ in deep…

I have so much of this written down, journalled and yet, I am having such a hard time getting to it. The thought of going through all those journals, or even pulling up on the computer the parts of the story I’ve already written, has been so difficult.

To go over it, import it, type it, edit it…I have to relive it. It’s an incredible repulsion.

I’m hopeful though, that I can push through it, and maybe it will finally relieve me of the burden…wishing I had left earlier, wishing I had intervened more when my children were involved…

So, if the story seems to take a bit to get posted, don’t give up on me! I really want to do this…need to. And I really want to know what you think…even if you think it’s boring! You’ve got to tell me!